I might have a problem

So today at work I got bored. And so I went to GoogleMaps and looked at the city you live in, so far away from me. I don’t even have your address, but I looked anyway, at pictures of streets that you might have, by some random chance, been down. At the roofs of houses and wondering if any of them were yours. If somewhere in one of those little houses was you, and that maybe if I looked long enough I’d see a sign that would tell me I was looking at the right one.

Of course, no such thing happened. But sometimes it’s nice to think it could.

Snowdrops mean hope



Have a secret- sometimes when I can’t fall asleep (which is most night) I like to imagine you there, and it kind of helps.

It’s kind of funny how important you ended up being for me, even if I’ve never actually held you or anything, I just wish I can. I don’t want to think about what would have happened if I didn’t respond to that one plurk and added you because of it. It’s already been a little over a year and I just love you so much. It’s nice to have someone I can trust like this.

Lately we’ve both been busy/not on at the same time and it’s kind of bothering me, but this is nice. I can leave you small things randomly.

Just remember that even if you have blah days I still love you, okay? Always.

I love you lots.


I wanna make this for you. it would be a cute not wedding cake.


Because I miss you, even if we’ve never met face to face.

Because I want to give you presents, even if I can’t send you mail.

Because I want you to know that I’m thinking about you, no matter where you are, what you’re doing, or how you’re feeling.

Because I love you.

This is for you.